Thursday, April 10, 2014

On the weed

I got a marijuana prescription today,  and duly sent off my registration package to CanniMed. In a week or so I should be able to order some from them. They are one of the only two legal sellers that have the variety of strains that are most likely to do what I need to alleviate pain, help me sleep and perhaps even improve my energy levels.  The prescribing doc told me I would probably benefit from two strains,  one high in CBD, one high in THC. I'll let you know how things turn out.

Saturday, March 29, 2014

Springtime... NOT!

It was great getting away from the cold for a while, but the way this winter has gone, I wish we could have been away for 3 months, not just one. Since I've gotten back, I've felt like a semi-prisoner in the apartment: it takes a strong motivation for me to risk falling and breaking a leg or hip on that ice out there. Mary will be retiring this summer, so maybe we'll stay away longer next winter.

My left-side weakness and poor motor control continues to worsen, though now that my bursitis has long gone and my kidney stones are no longer acting up (for now), at least I am able to do my physio, pilates and yoga - when I'm not too tired due to poor sleep. I've certainly seen improvements in some of my leg muscles and core due to the exercises I have been doing so, though actual symptoms are worsening, in some ways I'm coping better.

I'm waiting for the snow and ice to go to take delivery of my mobility scooter. They'll allow me to keep it in a storage room in the apartment building, so that'll be convenient. I'm hoping that they'll install a disabled-entry mechanism at our apartment front door so that I can get in and out without having to dismount.

The Baclofen is still helping with spasms, though perhaps it's getting to be less effective due to my spasms getting worse or my body being less affected by the drug. I'll be trying marijuana for the pain and to help sleeping - it was my neuro's suggestion. Actually, I've already tried some (a strain called Critical Mass) just to see if it helps (it does), but I'll be glad when I can order stuff that is guaranteed to have less THC and more CBD.

In one month it'll be 4 years since my CCSVI treatment in Poland.  I'll have to do a 4th anniversary update at that time.

Wednesday, February 19, 2014

It’s Not the Disability, It’s the Unrelentless Progression

Another good article: "It’s this damn worsening disability, this insidious wasting away that threatens to shake my resolve. Whatever I do, it’s never enough. MS cannot be placated. It demands so much of me, and then it demands more." Enjoying the Ride article.

Monday, February 3, 2014

Three years and 9 months of relief

Saw the urologist today. My plumbing is so much better than the first time I saw him (just before my Polish liberation treatment in 2010) that he says there is no need for my annual checkup any more. A few months after my CCSVI treatment I stopped taking the meds he had me on. Over the years since I first saw him, my urological symptoms have improved. That, my reduced fatigue and better balance all improved after my treatment. A coincidence? I don't think so. Even as other symptoms (especially strength and control of my left arm and leg) continue to worsen, I am still reaping the benefits of my trip to Katowice.
With daughter Anna, while on our multi-vineyard tour of South Australia at Christmas and New Years. Good thing my plumbing works better!

Thursday, January 30, 2014

Status: New Normal

It's been six weeks since I last posted, mostly because we were in Australia and New Zealand to spend Christmas and New Years with the kids, not because there was nothing to report. I wonder if I still have any readers?  In any case, assuming there are still one or two of you checking in once in a while:
Kids collaborating to push me up a big hill in 
South Australia... amazing how a small incline 
can make pushing SO much harder.

  • In two weeks it will be exactly 10 years since I was diagnosed: February, Friday the 13th, 2004. A lot has changed in that time.
  • Strength and control of my left arm and leg continue to deteriorate, and the numbness and loss in dexterity in my right hand is getting a little worse. I walk with poles or a cane outside of the apartment. In Oz and NZ I was wheeled around in a rented wheelchair, mostly by our kids. Winter, for me, is hell: the icy parking lots are a fall and broken leg waiting to happen.  The idea of spending winter in a climate that has no snow or ice looks better all the time.
  • My left leg swells in warm weather (and on flights), and turns to ice in cold weather. I would say that this has gotten worse over the last year.
  • I had a shortness of breath while in Australia and NZ, and it has continued since I returned. Its like the feeling you get when you've had too much turkey at Thanksgiving: like your lungs can't expand enough to take a full breath.  It reminded me of the time on a trans-Pacific flight in the 1990s when I got short of breath, either because of an allergy or because the pilots had lowered oxygen levels (to save fuel). Some (most) of the times I've felt this, it was accompanied by that old "MS hug" feeling that I haven't noticed often since I returned from my treatment in Poland (almost 4 years ago!). My GP says my lungs and heart sound good, though he'll have more tests done.
  • On the other hand, and speaking about the results of CCSVI treatment in Poland, I continue to have good balance and my autonomic functions remain greatly improved.  Now sometimes my balance seems worse because I trip over my semi-useless left leg, but that is simply because it's hard to walk with such an appendage.  My energy is also still much better than before I went to Poland, though this winter I seem to want to take naps after lunch, and some afternoons that turns into hours-long hibernation.  However, it isn't (usually) accompanied by that heavy, lethargic, stunned feeling I used to get before my "Zamboni" treatment.
  • I continue to do physio with a therapist who is really interested in trying to help me get the most out of my diminished capabilities, and Pilates with an instructor who is equally engaged in my situation. I've not gone to yoga since coming back from vacation, but that's because the icy hillside parking lot at the yoga place is just too daunting. I didn't do any of those while on vacation, but am now (slowly) working my way back into my daily routine of physio and/or Pilates and/or yoga.
  • The scooter I'm considering is the Pride Pursuit XL, pictured here.
  • We've decided to get me a scooter in the spring: I'm bowing to the reality that, except for biking, there is now way for me to get around any distance without a car. This way, I'll be able to go out for "walks" with Mary and even on longer bike rides (I can only bike for about a half hour). I should have done this last spring, and not had a summer of reduced activity. 
  • As far as drugs go, I'm still on arthritis, spasm and nerve pain drugs that seem to be working (at least making things better than they otherwise would be). After discussing it with my GP, I've decided to stop taking Lipitor (for my cholesterol), at least for a few months. I've been taking it for over ten years, and my doc agrees that, given my other problems, chancing higher cholesterol while testing to see if any of my "MS" symptoms get better after dropping Lipitor is a worthwhile risk.
  • There has been a lot of news on the MS research front: results both supporting and denying the existence and/or treatment of CCSVI, stem cell research that looks interesting, and even our old "friend" Dr. Freedman is publishing results of his multi-year study into his technique of killing the immune system, then building it up again using bone-marrow cells. A lot to digest, but If I have any thoughts on it, I'll put them into a future post.
  • Finally, I should note that I am now on a disability pension from CPP and could have been since I retired. Still, once I was on it, they also gave me 15 months of "back-pay".  Besides giving me a little more than my "reduced at age 60" CPP, it also means that when I get back on regular CPP (at 65), it won't be reduced.  Since getting it I've realized that a) I only found about it by accident and b) there are a lot of other people out there who don't know about it, who should. Spread the word!

Tuesday, December 17, 2013

Bacoflen and Nabilone are working

I started on Nabilone this summer (for my sciatic nerve pain) and on Baclofen (for spasms) this fall. The Nabilone has definitely made a difference in my sciatic pain, noticeable after several weeks.  This is the second time I've tried Bacoflen: the first time I gave up after a couple weeks because I felt that it made me feel drowsy without any noticeable benefit, but this time it really seems to have made a big difference in my spasms. Do Baclofen and Nabilone make me drowsier?  I'm not sure,  but so far I would say that the benefits outweigh the side effects.

Monday, December 9, 2013


Here is a study that found improved cerebral blood flow after CCSVI treatment: Phlebology article

Monday, November 18, 2013

Friday, November 15, 2013

Dr. McDonald Sues Dr. Freedman

This is quite unusual: Dr. McDonald sues Dr. Freedman for libel (National Post article). Dr. Freedman is the neuro who has been vehemently against CCSVI, while Dr. McDonald is a surgeon who believes that occluded veins should be opened regardless of any relationship to MS.  Malicious intent is pretty hard to prove, but I'm glad that Dr. McDonald is standing up to a bully.

Friday, November 1, 2013

Jugular Blood Flow in MS Patients

Here is a link to research that seems to show that MS patients have a high prevalence of impeded blood flow to the brain: I hope they use the same technique to see how different that is from blood flow in patients without MS.